20060123

Ta oNe!!



...My cheEks r tuRniNg red... I'm seArchiNg 4 d worDs inSide my head... I'm feELing nerVous... TryiNg 2b so pErfect... CaUse I knOw u're woRth it... ...u're wOrth it...

haVe u Eva luV soMeoNe juSt liKe hELL??
haVe u Eva luv SomEonE sooo... DamN muCh??
luv maYb BliNd, CraZy s WeLl..DamN!!!



BuT dEar...
iM soRry...ReaLly..SoRRy 2hER 2..

20060105

waT ta heLl??

dunno..wat is going on there..not here..but s far s i concern..he is stiLl w me..
should i move or should i stay? i dunno..really blur w d c2ation..
WOW!! might b dugaan or we never meant 2 b 4 each other actually?!
dunno wat will happen 2morrow..just feel unDcded..i'm LoST!! teLL me ..wic way 2go??
"...I can't explain d feeling tht I feel, I'm not even sure tat they're 4 real. Doesn't work 2 end. Wondering y things r this way?? Wat ta fuck did I say? 2 make u hate me any way..."
dear..
if u wan me 2 wait..
I will wait 4 u..
if u tell me 2 stay..
I will stay right through
if u dont wanna say anything at all..
im happy wondering"

cupiD..plEase tell me.
wat should i do? wat is Goin on? y suddenly?
cuPid..again..
y u piLih diA? np ??

should i tell him "U TAKE UR ROAD, I'LL TAKE MINE"

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